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Prison Walls

Posted by Barbara Sullivan Young on July 27, 2014 at 7:30 PM Comments comments (0)

Prison Walls

By Chakalitsilk

 

A stroke from a pen… the verdict is in…. 5 to 10… your life has just ended… No more say… on what you want… No long walks… amongst the free …your life now… belong to cell block 3…. do your bid…. because another man…. is taken your crib you have no more rights…. now the prison guards got your life… Dam! What a life to live…Tell me….. was the crime…worth doing… this bid… Prison walls make you go insane… watching your life… go down the drain….. losing your inner core… try’n to beat down…. the warden door…. Trust!... it’s a losing fight… you just lost sight ....behind prison walls…. you got no one to call… a for gotten soul…. The one you love…has no one to console…. how can this be…. why did you break down the family tree….. now… your son… is looking at thee….. left behind…. to take care of the family… a burden on a child…. is heavy on his heart….. at the age of 10… force to be a man…..now he thinking… where the hell to start….. now the cycle starts..... prison walls….. do something…. to a man…. heart…. ripping his soul and tearing him apart… turning him cold….. shackle and chained…… but…. no one.. is the blame…. hanging his head low…. in shame…. looking for a way out…. No relief in sight… legal aid don’t care….. money talks and bull shit walks…..but still…. your hand cuffed…… now…. you’re looking….. at your peers…. with tears and fears….wondering…. what it be like…. behind prison walls….. Fights every night.. trying to keep…. your manhood…. standing tall ....behind prison walls….. watch your back…. don’t drop the soap….. shanks and snitches…. trying to make…. you their bitches….. while the guards…. turn their heads….. making bets…. on which inmate will become pets…. prison walls….Will tear you down…. you’re end up in the hole ....and your ass upside down….will make you humble or crumble... be strong…. or the prison walls…. will surely get you….. sitting with the counselor….. who don’t give a Dam…..your just a number & a meal ticket….. why don’t you understand…. he your judge and jury….. he despise you….. he a man… with no soul… his demeanor is cold….. care less on what you say…..the clock is ticking… and he’s making.. his money anyway… he has control… so you got… to kiss his ass….in order to… go.... pass go…. that why he sits…. high and mighty…. upon his thrown…. with his sexless life…. he gain control….. and power…. over you….. but you better…. Watch…what

you say... because…. he can lose…. a page or two…. then your bid…. will be longer… than a few….. prison walls …..will break you…. it’s a world of its own…. but baby….. please…… don’t  make it…… your home…….. prison walls…. will stress and depress… and crush…. your soul…. leaving you blank….. with no existence… making deals… with the devil….. at the cross walk….. trying…. to take back….. your pass…. but reality… grab…. a hold…. on your ass….. grey walls and stainless floors…. now you’re walking….. the halls… in a straight line…… with no say…. at all…… this.. what you get…. living behind prison walls….. you might get a visit or two…. But don’t count on it…. for long…. that will disappear too….. now your left sad and dismay… no letters….. from boo…..what can she do… she heartbroken… and trying… to hold it down too….. but cheer up convict…. you made it… do what it do… now my words might ….defend or even….. sound harsh…… or cruel…. but... I’m a mad..... black women… trying…. to break it…. down... to you…. for the life of me…. I can’t understand… why would… anyone …. trade their life…. and give it…. to the man… why… you choose to live… behind prison walls… its Ludacris…. to me… when you could… be free…. And… have it all! ......But instead..... you chose to live….. behind ......prison walls!

 

 

 

 

 

                                                               




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                                                               By Chakalitsilk

 


Your love is like a blanket

Posted by Barbara Sullivan Young on November 12, 2011 at 11:30 PM Comments comments (0)

 My dearest husband Bradley..... your love

is one of a kind..... and I thank God ...that your mine

baby your love Is like a blanket....No man nor women

..can tear us apart ...cause watz God has.... put together

..in our hearts....here the thunder.... and rumble.... at our feet

their no... being and their no.... end to our defeat.....our reunion

.....will be the envy..... of most people....because they can't ....

....understand ....on what we have..... we are as one.... and our ..

.....new life .....has just begun......I love you... so much.... baby...

I'm complete...your love is like.... a blanket ....that's cover's me..

and keep me warm ......and safe.... the thickness.... of ur blanket

is Gods... great hands.... keeping us.... secure.... with no demands

lock as one.... our love ....has just...begun.... ur love is... so dominating

that holds.... me together ....ur the key ...to my gate way.... the flood

that sweep me..... off my feet ....Bradley... I'm on... cloud 9... wen

I'm with you.... yes... I need... to be calm.... down..... tame..... watz u

created..... slow down... my roll...Bradley baby.... I juz love u so.... and..

everything about... u.. I just needed ....to know.....cause...I love you 2 ....

deeply..... I give ...to completely..... I want.... to love you...so vigorously...

I need you always...but most of all.... I share equally.... I love you ....

with such passion.... kissing you... with soft grace.....making love to...

ur mind ....I know ...will satisfy.... ur taste.... I love you ....cause.... I care...

deeply... for you....your body.... mind ....and soul..... discreetly.... baby keep...

the faith.... and don't let go....cause... your love... is like a blanket ....that I can't let go ...

that wrap around me so...... your strength...... comes from... his almighty ....

hands.... from the heavens above.... the blowing of the winds..... is

God whispering .....in your ears...... telling us..... to let go..... of all our past....

fears.... and let the blanket appear.....knowing God .....has made me.... for you....

and you for me.... now all ....of our ....questions.... will disappear!

 

 

By Chakalitsilk

Copyright© NOV 12,2013

 

 

 

 

 

Amazon reviews

Posted by Barbara Sullivan Young on July 24, 2011 at 7:34 PM Comments comments (0)


5.0 out of 5 stars Thrilling Page Turner!, March 27, 2011 By S. E. Henry (Melbourne, FL USA)

This review is from: Deep Dark Secrets with a Twist (Kindle Edition) Deep Dark Secrets with a Twist

 

This novella by Barbara Sullivan is a thrill-a-second, sexy, intriguing, wild ride through the life of self-professed playboy Vincent (a.k.a. Prince Mellow). His conquests rival the exploits of Hollywood movie stars, until he meets the woman who will become his wife. He closes the door on his player days and makes a choice for love. But what happens after that will leave you astounded! The secrets people keep are poisonous and toxic. Find out what happens to Prince Mellow when the secrets start working their way into the light in this fast-paced rollercoaster of a read!



5.0 out of 5 stars AN EXCELLENT READ WITHOUT A DOUBT BREATH, TAKING, March 26, 2011 By harriet small -

review is from: Deep Dark Secrets with a Twist (Kindle Edition)

I HAVE THIS BOOK IN HARD COPY AND NOW I CAN HAVE IT ON MY NOOK TO TAKE WITH ME TO WORK IT'S AN EXCELLENT READ IT DRAWS YOU INTO THE STORIES OF THEIR LIVES,THEIR ROMANCES, LUST, ENVY,ANGER,THE PASSION AND FAR MOST LOVE! UNEXPECTEDLY BUT WAIT THERE IS A TWIST JUICY A MUST READ CANT PUT IT DOWN

YOU HAVE TO BUY IT.


5.0 out of 5 stars Some secrets can be deadly, April 14, 2011 By Gayle F. Johnson "Gayle "De-Licious" ... (Capitol Height Md.) -

 This review is from: Deep Dark Secrets with a Twist (Kindle Edition)

After reading Author Barbara Sullivan first novella I was amazed. From the very first page I was drawn in.The story will keep you wondering what's next. Every women who reads this book I'm sure they know or knew someone just like the main character Vincent and his actions.For the men the character Mona is out there,she is real, just beware. The twist's to the story are just that,a twist. You will be left wanting more.For anyone who likes a story with,drama,mystery,sex,and deep dark secrets with an explosive twisted end,I highly recommend "Deep Dark Secrets;With A Twist" I give this author 5***** stars



5.0 out of 5 stars Dark Secrets and Secret Lives, March 27, 2011 By Miriam L. Jacobs (NY) -

This review is from: Deep Dark Secrets with a Twist (Kindle Edition)

As a thriller writer, I enjoy reading novels that rock my world and keep me guessing! Take me on a thrill ride! This easy and very quick read had my head spinning by the dramatic and unexpected twist - and twisted - ending. So as not to give anything away, I will simply state that not much of what you read in this thriller is real due to the secrets that the characters have been keeping. This makes the reader flip pages rapidly to get to the end of this sexy tale faster. If you're like me, you just need to know what's going to happen next, and you need to know now!! I have both the kindle and the paperback editions and recommend this debut novel to lovers of deep, dark, and delicious morsels. That's exactly what you will find in Deep Dark Secrets with a Twist. Barbara Sullivan had me twisted like a pretzel by the cliff hanger ending. The cast of characters are well thought out and memorable. I was left thinking about them long after the book ended. Good job! Makes room for a sequel or a series which I have encouraged the author to consider.

 

 



 

5.0 out of 5 stars SPELLBINDING!, March 26, 2011 By NYCGIRL -

review is from: Deep Dark Secrets with a Twist (Kindle Edition)

I read this book in hard copy. It's most definitely, a sizzling page turner!

I love a great romance story, However, this book is so much more than that!

IT'S got romance, drama, sex, trust, lust, you name it. The characters are all so

believable. Appropriately, titled "DEEP DARK SECRETS WITH A TWIST" Because that's

precisely what your gonna get!!!...I didn't see the ending coming, and neither will you!!!!.. You won't be able to put this book down.

until.............. it's thunder-bolt ending!!!

 


Deep Dark Secrets With a Twist

Posted by Barbara Sullivan Young on July 24, 2011 at 5:10 PM Comments comments (4)

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Phone Sex

Posted by Barbara Sullivan Young on July 21, 2011 at 2:08 PM Comments comments (1)

                                                                       

PHONE SEX !                                                 

THE BEST SEX EVER

HAVE YOU HEARD JUST WAITING FOR THE PHONE

TO RING.... SO I CAN HANG ON HIS EVERY WORD

I WAITED ALL DAY LONG.... SO... COME DADDY LET'S GET IT ON

I NEED TO HEAR HIS VOICE.. TONIGHT....CAUSE HE KNOWS JUST

HOW.... TO FEED MY  APPETITE.........MY SESSION IS ABOUT TO START...

BUT TONIGHT..  I'LL WIN HIS HEART  NOW I'M READY...... LAYING ON THE BED.

WITH SOFT PILLOWS AND SATIN SHEETS  AROUND MY HEAD... WHEN HE SPOKE

I FELT THE SHOCK...  IT WAS LIKE A BOLT OF  LIGHTENING........THAT WENT STRAIGHT

THROUGH MY..... HEART....HERE COMES MY  FIRST COMMAND.... IT'S LIKE A

STROKE FROM HIS HANDS....NOW MY BODY COME'S ALIVE........ LET ME TELL YOU

THAT'S  NO LIE  MY BODY BOILDING SHAKING AND SHIMMERING....HE GOT ME

MOANING AND GROANING PLEASING AND TEASING.....NOW IT'S HOT AND STEAMY

IT LIKE MAKING LOVE TO DOCTOR MC'DREAMY... CALLING OUT HIS NAME ...AS I TAKE

MY HANDS AND CARESS MY BREASTS ....COME ON NOW  YOU KNOW THE REST I

FELT THE POWER OF HIS VOICE  IT'S SO STRONG IT FELT LIKE  THUNDER.....  "OH MY

GOD!" WE ARE ABOUT TO GO UNDER!  HE CAN'T HEAR ME .. NO  WONDER! ....HE GOT

ME IN A TRANCE....SO I CAN DO HIS  LOVE DANCE ABOUT TO EXPIRE WITH DESIRE I

CAN TASTE THE FIRE..... HE'S LIKE A DRUG THATS SO TOXIC..... CRAVING HIM.....

WELL.... I WOULDN'T   DROP HIM "DON'T STOP" EXCITED AS CAN BE THE SWEAT 

ROLLS OFF MY BODY CAN'T YOU SEE.....THE THRILL OF IT ALL IS SO INTENSE YOU

KNOW THIS ...SHIT...DOESN'T MAKE ANY SINCE IT A FANTASY THAT MIGHT COME

TRUE....DO I NEED HIS APPROVAL....I DON'T THINK I DO.....I APPLAUD HIM I APPLAUD

HIM .......HE KNEW  JUST WHAT TO DO ...HERE I COME!  ABOUT TO EXPLODE COME ON

DADDY!......... LET'S GO DOWN THAT ROAD........... I  FELT HIS VERY EXISTENCE ....HIS

POWER IS SO STRONG...... IT FELT LIKE THUNDER HEY!  NO WONDE........... HE WAS

LIKE A BEAST  HAVING ME FOR  A FEAST  TASTING  AND BASING WITH............. EXOTIC

JUICES..."HOLDING MY BREATH"  HE GOT ME TO THE TOP....  NOW BABY ......PLEASE

DON'T STOP....... "SO DON'T JUDGE ME FOR WHAT I DO" CAUSE I KNOW DEEP DOWN ....

EACH AND EVERY  ONE OF YOU....  WANTS TO DO THE  PHONE SEX,

                                                 TOO..

                                          

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                                           by Chakalitsilk1

 

                      

 

 

 

 

 


 

 

 


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